Just One Of Those Days....

Day after day i am learning something new...facing the day with a strong mind, knowing that things happen for a reason. But yet still I wonder where did i ever go wrong, what did I ever do to get the kind of treatment that certain people give me. Maybe later on in life i will have my answer, maybe i wont who knows. One thing that i do know is that who I am and who I've been brought up to be will never change. Regardless of how many times i get stepped on, get talked about, or be treated wrong. I know my values and who I am. I also know who is worth my time and who isn't worth my tiime.
All I can say is this "I thank god for everything that's happened in my life and that I am ready to take on the rest of my life"

Girl you ain't all that

I really hate girls that think they are all that. Funny your sitting there thinking the one your with really loves you hahahah that's so BS because he tells his family he doesn't even wanna be with you. Who am I to waist my time and chase after you and your friendship, it's so not worth it. It's funny how your the one who is making all the posts hahah you make me laugh are you in a relationship by yourself, cus i know the guy your with and he doesn't post like that. Seriously girl double check yourself, because if you don't have an attitude check the guy you so call love will slip right off your fingers. 
FYI the last time i was with him i asked him if he is sure about you and he goes "hahah no she is just for fun" and then when he met one of my friends "I heard him say damn you don't want her i'll take her" and then when i told him that "you gained weight, he looked at me and laughed and said ya she did hahaah"
So just for future reference, think before you open your mouth because its not always heart over mind, you let your emotions control you way too much, you aint even pretty girl.

-Im so over you and your spoiled attitude     

.....Sigh.....

What is it with love, I don't understand. I know its not fun and games, all cuddling and what not, all sweetness and laughter. But heck there is not a perfect relationship out there right. Who am I kidding we aren't on tv, we aren't trying to get a trophy for the best couple in town. It is funny tho how the girl is always in the wrong, well what the heck I'm used to it, I've always been wrong anyway. I have good intentions but I guess I was taken the wrong way. Oh well I'll get over it its nothing big. Im annoyed but oh well who cares, get just let it be let i go. Move on so be it. There goes another day sigh........

Not in the mood to find a song so here's a piano song

    

A new day w/ you :)

Its another day today a new start, new memories to make and new problems to face but I am not afraid to face them because I know for a fact that with him we can get through anything. The past 7 months that I've known him and being in a relationship with him for almost 2 months now has proven to me that together we can make us work and together we can be face to face with the words forever and long term relationship. As this year comes to an end I'm not sad that 2013 is ending, to be honest to you I'm actually glad that its ending because this only means that me and him together can start a fresh new year, as new lovers, a new couple and make more memories together. 

As i type up this blog for today, I keep on looking at the time hoping that after a few looks at the clock that it will be 3:00 pm so I could already see him but to my sad sad surprise its only 11:37 am. For the first time in my life I am actually excited to go to class just to wait for it to end at 2:50 pm just so I could see him lol. Well o our agenda today is 3 hours of lab, a kids party, and then we are off to watch a movie together ad just talk about how our day went, none the less his brother comes and shows up which was the original plan but it looks like he maybe backing out for some apparent reason.

Here's my song for him today....if he is reading this that is.....

Song: You changed my life   

Soul Mate ♥

They say that finding your soul mate is a hard thing to do. But is that search really based on you, where you live, who your looking for, and who fits in your "dream categories". I don't really think its up to us to say that we have found our soul mates. I mean yes we can feel it that hey this persons the one but words wont really determine if he or she is the one that you were meant to be with for the rest of your life. A persons actions can help tell you to see if this person is the one meant for you but then its not the full guarantee that they are your perfect fit. This person could be your worst enemy, the nerdy boy in the corner. the loner of the class, or he/she could be the most popular in the school. Only destiny and faith can tell if the person in front of you is the one for you.

Im currently in a new relationship, we will soon be celebrating 2 months together and boy am I happy not once in my life did i ever think that i was gonna find "the one". Never did I see myself being with someone who is in so much awww just by looking at me. I kid you not it doesn't matter what i wear this guy still sees me as the most beautiful woman that hes ever seen, conceited much hahah that's what i thought at first. But after being with him for quite a while I've learned to love myself the way he does, I mean hello before i met him i saw myself as an ugly duckling. But he has shown me that I am beautiful inside and out and for that I truly appreciate him. Our relationship is new and we are still getting to know each other, what flaws we have, what to do when one is not happy, how to take care of one another, and all the things that fall into the getting to know stage. I don't know if he is ever gonna see this but if he does I want him to know that I may not say it often but I appreciate him for all that he does for me.i know this part i say often, I love you and I'm very thankful for you.      

Song: Shoulda Woulda Coulda