.....Sigh.....

What is it with love, I don't understand. I know its not fun and games, all cuddling and what not, all sweetness and laughter. But heck there is not a perfect relationship out there right. Who am I kidding we aren't on tv, we aren't trying to get a trophy for the best couple in town. It is funny tho how the girl is always in the wrong, well what the heck I'm used to it, I've always been wrong anyway. I have good intentions but I guess I was taken the wrong way. Oh well I'll get over it its nothing big. Im annoyed but oh well who cares, get just let it be let i go. Move on so be it. There goes another day sigh........

Not in the mood to find a song so here's a piano song

    

A new day w/ you :)

Its another day today a new start, new memories to make and new problems to face but I am not afraid to face them because I know for a fact that with him we can get through anything. The past 7 months that I've known him and being in a relationship with him for almost 2 months now has proven to me that together we can make us work and together we can be face to face with the words forever and long term relationship. As this year comes to an end I'm not sad that 2013 is ending, to be honest to you I'm actually glad that its ending because this only means that me and him together can start a fresh new year, as new lovers, a new couple and make more memories together. 

As i type up this blog for today, I keep on looking at the time hoping that after a few looks at the clock that it will be 3:00 pm so I could already see him but to my sad sad surprise its only 11:37 am. For the first time in my life I am actually excited to go to class just to wait for it to end at 2:50 pm just so I could see him lol. Well o our agenda today is 3 hours of lab, a kids party, and then we are off to watch a movie together ad just talk about how our day went, none the less his brother comes and shows up which was the original plan but it looks like he maybe backing out for some apparent reason.

Here's my song for him today....if he is reading this that is.....

Song: You changed my life   

Soul Mate ♥

They say that finding your soul mate is a hard thing to do. But is that search really based on you, where you live, who your looking for, and who fits in your "dream categories". I don't really think its up to us to say that we have found our soul mates. I mean yes we can feel it that hey this persons the one but words wont really determine if he or she is the one that you were meant to be with for the rest of your life. A persons actions can help tell you to see if this person is the one meant for you but then its not the full guarantee that they are your perfect fit. This person could be your worst enemy, the nerdy boy in the corner. the loner of the class, or he/she could be the most popular in the school. Only destiny and faith can tell if the person in front of you is the one for you.

Im currently in a new relationship, we will soon be celebrating 2 months together and boy am I happy not once in my life did i ever think that i was gonna find "the one". Never did I see myself being with someone who is in so much awww just by looking at me. I kid you not it doesn't matter what i wear this guy still sees me as the most beautiful woman that hes ever seen, conceited much hahah that's what i thought at first. But after being with him for quite a while I've learned to love myself the way he does, I mean hello before i met him i saw myself as an ugly duckling. But he has shown me that I am beautiful inside and out and for that I truly appreciate him. Our relationship is new and we are still getting to know each other, what flaws we have, what to do when one is not happy, how to take care of one another, and all the things that fall into the getting to know stage. I don't know if he is ever gonna see this but if he does I want him to know that I may not say it often but I appreciate him for all that he does for me.i know this part i say often, I love you and I'm very thankful for you.      

Song: Shoulda Woulda Coulda